Everyone seems to have continued studiying.. well.. if you ask me, I have signed up to take SAT and TOEFL and also registered for Liberty University... well.. I need to study for the test and pray.. if it is indeed God's will then I will enter Liberty but if not then I will study here. Please pray for me, I need help in all these things. Not to mention also in SAT Mathematics... Joel, pls help me =)? Well.. if you can give any advice to me I will accept it thankfully and pls do pray for me.
THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH!
Friday, 20 March 2009
Thursday, 12 March 2009
PLKN....
Shalom! Peace be with you all! and...
I'm back =)
Well... long time have left this blog undone and well... I just want to post a summary of what I have been thru in PLKN or NS. Well... arriving at the start of 2 Jan which was a fault for me to report late, many thoughts were in my mind. Some were of the camp facilities, some were of what would happen, some were on whether the rumours of PLKN were true(e.g rape, homo, robbery...). Well... I arrived and it blew my mind... the camp was huge and ur... well... it looks nice. Having mixed feelings of excitement and anxiousness, I went to report myself. After all the reporting, I got my uniform and other clothing and a place in dorm Block 10. After that began the connection and the recognizing of people. I met many people and got to know them. Oh... forgot to mention my Company which is the Delta Company. From that day onwards I began to fit myself in. It was not as hard as I thought it would be.
As the weeks grew, the hard training began. We all had to run jump and do anything to finish a job. I presented the acronym of Delta (or was it Cobra...?). Well... as the days passed I learnt many things (e.g: origin of flying fox, survival in forest, theory of shooting and M16, character building which was like kindy class, kelas kenegaraan, community service and social service, obstacle course, kelas kerohanian...). There, I must tell you this that only Jesus was my best friend. I longed and desired that there I could find one who is of the same faith with me and would encourage me in God's word... someone that I could learn from as an ensample. But in PLKN Jesus showed me what a best friend He is. He was always beside me no matter where I am. When I was lonely, He encouraged me. When I was sad, He comforted me. When I was sick, He was beside me healing me slowly. Oh... how can I ever say thanks to Him. I feel in debt. Therefore, I will give Him my life as a living sacrifice hoping that it would please Him every moment! I even longed that Jesus be in flesh to be a concrete friend whom I can hug and well... do things together. But I know deep down in me that He is beside me wherever I go.
I also saw the life of the people there... quite simple from us city folks. But me eyes were not off my brethren... for they were not like Christians but their lives were like Goyim(Gentiles). I wept for them oft and even if I have the chance, I would! Oh... their ways... their tongue... their actions... How I pray that they would not die in God's anger. But thru that sadness Jesus taught me to pray for them, to accept them, to live as an example for Him. Oh, I pray that the Holy Spirit will touch them and set them on fire for Jesus! It is weird lor.. the goyim live more moral lives compared to them... but in all that the main issue that Jesus dealt with me was to accept them as He accepted me.
I met also the bumiputera of Sarawak. They are very cute! most of them are Roman Catholics and well... I too pray that they be on the right path. How I wish I had pics of them. I met Justin Bunyau who was an excellent dancer... Lawrence Jaya whom I did my best to encourage Him to walk the right path. Paul Labar Ingan whom at the last week I found to have the desire for Christ and in whom I rejoice too! Well... must keep praying for them also! I got to know Sibu Jaya Baptist Church in which I believe that Cheras Baptist Church will make good ties with them in the future =) Hope to see them next year (even Cikgu Ringgit =))
Well... came the last night called Malam Perpisahan(Separation Night). We exchanged contacts and said goodbyes with teachers and friends... we miss one another until we did not sleep for the whole night till the morning when the KL trainees must leave dorm at 0430. Well... I cried from the 11th of march 0100 hours and paused somewhere at 0300 and continued again at 0430 even at 0700++ when the plane was taxiing I started crying plus when I saw the message my friend gave me plus the messaged written in my notebook... It is indeed a thousand of old feelings. My tears that fall is not just I miss them but also its like you know that you have a tie with them but... is it going to last? Is it just going to be another memory preserved like a dream last night? I told myself and others if we meet not here then before the face of God... but that is another story altogether. You just worry whether you still have the chance to meet them on Ha Aretz or in Heaven or worse.... will you see them suffer in Hell... well... those are the questions that arose before and on that night. I wept and prayed that they will be blessd that their eyes be opened to see the true path and that they may run on it and in the end meet Jesus. Oh that the Christians become salt and light of the earth! The harvest is ready! sigh...
Well... today is 12 March and to tell you the truth... I still have mixed feelings which may tie me down and well... on 11 March as I talked to my piano teacher about my feelings and emotions... my tears start to stream down...
Well to all the PLKN friends who I know and know my blog... Harap Yesus berkat mu. Sentiasa berdoalah and percaya kpdNya selalu! Jangan putus asa tetapi dalam apa-apa yang kamu lakukan, buatlah dengan sesungguh hatimu sebagai suatu persembahan kepada Yesus! Jangan risau dalam apa-apa perkara tetapi panjat semua risau dan bimbangmu dalam doa kepada Yesus serta percaya teguh bahawa Dia di sisimu selalu! Hiduplah kehidupan yang baru dan bebas dalam YEsus dan jangan sesekali balik kepada kehidupan lamamu dalam tubuh badanmu!
Saya mencadang kamu baca ini dalam kitabmu (Ephesians 4; Rom 6-8,12; 2Korintus5; Matt24-25; Mark 13; Phillipians 4:4-8; 1 Timothy 4:12)
Bacalah dan yang paling penting, faham Jako Tuhan! Berdoa and percaya Roh Kudus akan bantu anda memahami Jako Tuhan. Selepas anda faham, pergi dan melaksanakannya! Harap anda menjadi cahaya dan garam bumi. Well... harap kita dapat berjumpa lagi jika tidak di bumi ini, haraplah di depan Muka Tuhan serta (dgn setinggi harapku) di syurga. =)
Love you people from PLKN Kem Junaco Park Sibu. Will be praying for you and hope you shine for Christ! God bless you guys abundantly!
I'm back =)
Well... long time have left this blog undone and well... I just want to post a summary of what I have been thru in PLKN or NS. Well... arriving at the start of 2 Jan which was a fault for me to report late, many thoughts were in my mind. Some were of the camp facilities, some were of what would happen, some were on whether the rumours of PLKN were true(e.g rape, homo, robbery...). Well... I arrived and it blew my mind... the camp was huge and ur... well... it looks nice. Having mixed feelings of excitement and anxiousness, I went to report myself. After all the reporting, I got my uniform and other clothing and a place in dorm Block 10. After that began the connection and the recognizing of people. I met many people and got to know them. Oh... forgot to mention my Company which is the Delta Company. From that day onwards I began to fit myself in. It was not as hard as I thought it would be.
As the weeks grew, the hard training began. We all had to run jump and do anything to finish a job. I presented the acronym of Delta (or was it Cobra...?). Well... as the days passed I learnt many things (e.g: origin of flying fox, survival in forest, theory of shooting and M16, character building which was like kindy class, kelas kenegaraan, community service and social service, obstacle course, kelas kerohanian...). There, I must tell you this that only Jesus was my best friend. I longed and desired that there I could find one who is of the same faith with me and would encourage me in God's word... someone that I could learn from as an ensample. But in PLKN Jesus showed me what a best friend He is. He was always beside me no matter where I am. When I was lonely, He encouraged me. When I was sad, He comforted me. When I was sick, He was beside me healing me slowly. Oh... how can I ever say thanks to Him. I feel in debt. Therefore, I will give Him my life as a living sacrifice hoping that it would please Him every moment! I even longed that Jesus be in flesh to be a concrete friend whom I can hug and well... do things together. But I know deep down in me that He is beside me wherever I go.
I also saw the life of the people there... quite simple from us city folks. But me eyes were not off my brethren... for they were not like Christians but their lives were like Goyim(Gentiles). I wept for them oft and even if I have the chance, I would! Oh... their ways... their tongue... their actions... How I pray that they would not die in God's anger. But thru that sadness Jesus taught me to pray for them, to accept them, to live as an example for Him. Oh, I pray that the Holy Spirit will touch them and set them on fire for Jesus! It is weird lor.. the goyim live more moral lives compared to them... but in all that the main issue that Jesus dealt with me was to accept them as He accepted me.
I met also the bumiputera of Sarawak. They are very cute! most of them are Roman Catholics and well... I too pray that they be on the right path. How I wish I had pics of them. I met Justin Bunyau who was an excellent dancer... Lawrence Jaya whom I did my best to encourage Him to walk the right path. Paul Labar Ingan whom at the last week I found to have the desire for Christ and in whom I rejoice too! Well... must keep praying for them also! I got to know Sibu Jaya Baptist Church in which I believe that Cheras Baptist Church will make good ties with them in the future =) Hope to see them next year (even Cikgu Ringgit =))
Well... came the last night called Malam Perpisahan(Separation Night). We exchanged contacts and said goodbyes with teachers and friends... we miss one another until we did not sleep for the whole night till the morning when the KL trainees must leave dorm at 0430. Well... I cried from the 11th of march 0100 hours and paused somewhere at 0300 and continued again at 0430 even at 0700++ when the plane was taxiing I started crying plus when I saw the message my friend gave me plus the messaged written in my notebook... It is indeed a thousand of old feelings. My tears that fall is not just I miss them but also its like you know that you have a tie with them but... is it going to last? Is it just going to be another memory preserved like a dream last night? I told myself and others if we meet not here then before the face of God... but that is another story altogether. You just worry whether you still have the chance to meet them on Ha Aretz or in Heaven or worse.... will you see them suffer in Hell... well... those are the questions that arose before and on that night. I wept and prayed that they will be blessd that their eyes be opened to see the true path and that they may run on it and in the end meet Jesus. Oh that the Christians become salt and light of the earth! The harvest is ready! sigh...
Well... today is 12 March and to tell you the truth... I still have mixed feelings which may tie me down and well... on 11 March as I talked to my piano teacher about my feelings and emotions... my tears start to stream down...
Well to all the PLKN friends who I know and know my blog... Harap Yesus berkat mu. Sentiasa berdoalah and percaya kpdNya selalu! Jangan putus asa tetapi dalam apa-apa yang kamu lakukan, buatlah dengan sesungguh hatimu sebagai suatu persembahan kepada Yesus! Jangan risau dalam apa-apa perkara tetapi panjat semua risau dan bimbangmu dalam doa kepada Yesus serta percaya teguh bahawa Dia di sisimu selalu! Hiduplah kehidupan yang baru dan bebas dalam YEsus dan jangan sesekali balik kepada kehidupan lamamu dalam tubuh badanmu!
Saya mencadang kamu baca ini dalam kitabmu (Ephesians 4; Rom 6-8,12; 2Korintus5; Matt24-25; Mark 13; Phillipians 4:4-8; 1 Timothy 4:12)
Bacalah dan yang paling penting, faham Jako Tuhan! Berdoa and percaya Roh Kudus akan bantu anda memahami Jako Tuhan. Selepas anda faham, pergi dan melaksanakannya! Harap anda menjadi cahaya dan garam bumi. Well... harap kita dapat berjumpa lagi jika tidak di bumi ini, haraplah di depan Muka Tuhan serta (dgn setinggi harapku) di syurga. =)
Love you people from PLKN Kem Junaco Park Sibu. Will be praying for you and hope you shine for Christ! God bless you guys abundantly!
Sunday, 21 December 2008
The Life Chapel Youth Camp Journal 4
Well... last day of camp... won't get to see you guys in person any more leh... =)
1st time attended Brethren service at HCC and Holy Spirit moved me to share with them 2 Tim 2:11-13 which I hope was an encouragement to them.
Well... nice talking to Hong Ken and David also with some teachers.. Tell you what.. we joked on the bus for like 3 hours and I can't believe Chui Lin was like hyper active?? She was like playing all the "lame" games for hours and everyone was laughing... well I was not obviously cause I dunno how to play ma... I also got to bring home some "love fruits" thanks to Hong Ken! =)
Well... TLC YF... nice to meet you and learn from you! hope to see you all next time!
1st time attended Brethren service at HCC and Holy Spirit moved me to share with them 2 Tim 2:11-13 which I hope was an encouragement to them.
Well... nice talking to Hong Ken and David also with some teachers.. Tell you what.. we joked on the bus for like 3 hours and I can't believe Chui Lin was like hyper active?? She was like playing all the "lame" games for hours and everyone was laughing... well I was not obviously cause I dunno how to play ma... I also got to bring home some "love fruits" thanks to Hong Ken! =)
Well... TLC YF... nice to meet you and learn from you! hope to see you all next time!
The Life Chapel Youth Camp Journal 3
Still cold but to tell you the truth love does warm up =)
Well.. the day came when the famous 'gila night' will arrive but we did the usual and had the evangelical meeting in the morn. Heard that there were few accepted Christ. And then after lunch and free time we had a forum session where we wrote questions and asked seniors questions =) I wrote to ask what was the speaker's opinion on praying in the Spirit and well he asked me whether it was praying in tongues or praying normally and when he explained both his views... well, I heard that one before about praying normally and the praying in tongues was another thing cause I am hearing it from an elder of a Brethren church. There were wierd questions like... can we tattoo or smoke? swt.. obviously not la... =)
Well... that was goood cause I was able to help Alicia Soon and Hong Ken who asked about praying in tongues. Well.. I told them that it was a very powerful thing and can also come from the evil one... anyways glad I could encourage them =)
Oh! I want to preserve this... I met a girl named Jee Ling... she was also good encouragement to me. She opened my eyes to see that Form 6 can go out of Malaysia to study and will not make person confined here... phew! Finally all the lies about the "dangers of Form6" had come to a close.
Gila night(a.k.a blackout nite) was also of TERRIBLE fun !! =) I tell you the acts and the games were gut busting haha!
Well.. the day came when the famous 'gila night' will arrive but we did the usual and had the evangelical meeting in the morn. Heard that there were few accepted Christ. And then after lunch and free time we had a forum session where we wrote questions and asked seniors questions =) I wrote to ask what was the speaker's opinion on praying in the Spirit and well he asked me whether it was praying in tongues or praying normally and when he explained both his views... well, I heard that one before about praying normally and the praying in tongues was another thing cause I am hearing it from an elder of a Brethren church. There were wierd questions like... can we tattoo or smoke? swt.. obviously not la... =)
Well... that was goood cause I was able to help Alicia Soon and Hong Ken who asked about praying in tongues. Well.. I told them that it was a very powerful thing and can also come from the evil one... anyways glad I could encourage them =)
Oh! I want to preserve this... I met a girl named Jee Ling... she was also good encouragement to me. She opened my eyes to see that Form 6 can go out of Malaysia to study and will not make person confined here... phew! Finally all the lies about the "dangers of Form6" had come to a close.
Gila night(a.k.a blackout nite) was also of TERRIBLE fun !! =) I tell you the acts and the games were gut busting haha!
The Life Chapel Youth Camp Journal 2
Chilly day... but I am coming to like the Guardian Angel game lor... =) You know... this game is like there is a Guardian Angel who gives things to you secretly or publicly thru another person..
Mortal is George who is such a wet blanket! I tell you.. i got the lot that he is my mortal and he is next to me in my group.... welll... I wrote him a note and tried to be nice to him and even at lunch... Benjamin game me this idea of serving his mortal and so we made a deal to serve each other's mortals ; I serve his (Emily Mah) and he serves mine.
let me tell you abt my G.A. .. when I woke up... a boy came in and gave me a chocolate... SWT!!!
I tell you... i was shocked okok... then at breakfast... we were eating bread and after I ate 2 pieces that GA gave me another piece! SWT again... so I wrote GA a thank you note in Chinese and then... after lunch... my GA gave me hugs... one from Samuel Khoo and another from Vera... SWT!!! sigh.... talk abt it! So.. I decided to crack that GA's head with Hebrew! haha!
Then... I was suspected by George to be his GA and you know what.. i lied to him many times denying it ugh! I felt so guilty and I repented of it... such a wet blanket I tell you!
Anyways... today we went to the park nearby HCC and played games which I benifited of it cause it gave me opportunity to learn! =) Thank you all!
Mortal is George who is such a wet blanket! I tell you.. i got the lot that he is my mortal and he is next to me in my group.... welll... I wrote him a note and tried to be nice to him and even at lunch... Benjamin game me this idea of serving his mortal and so we made a deal to serve each other's mortals ; I serve his (Emily Mah) and he serves mine.
let me tell you abt my G.A. .. when I woke up... a boy came in and gave me a chocolate... SWT!!!
I tell you... i was shocked okok... then at breakfast... we were eating bread and after I ate 2 pieces that GA gave me another piece! SWT again... so I wrote GA a thank you note in Chinese and then... after lunch... my GA gave me hugs... one from Samuel Khoo and another from Vera... SWT!!! sigh.... talk abt it! So.. I decided to crack that GA's head with Hebrew! haha!
Then... I was suspected by George to be his GA and you know what.. i lied to him many times denying it ugh! I felt so guilty and I repented of it... such a wet blanket I tell you!
Anyways... today we went to the park nearby HCC and played games which I benifited of it cause it gave me opportunity to learn! =) Thank you all!
The Life Chapel Youth Camp Journal 1
Today... is a great day, praise God! I started the day by waking up early... 6 something... made soap and did devotion. Was reading Romans 14. Paul instructed us strongly to BE HUMBLE and not judge others becos of food or shabbat because those who have not faith and do something is sin. And whateva we do (eating or drinking) is by faith unto God and is between us and Him. For the Kingdom of God is not about eating and drinking and shabbat but about LOVE, RIGHTEOUSNESS, and JOY INT HE HOLY SPIRIT. By that, I was truly humbled and excited to share with others!
Then, I and Sarah were the earliest among all others at TLC... =) First to reach there and pleasantly, I met many people. First was Alicia Soon and then was Yu Li. Then, I met Nicholas Chang and then Hong Ken, Hong Liang his bro, Philip Mah, David Cho (a.k.a KinKin timothy lee's cousin) and many many more... =)
Then we got to talk with each other.. ooo! I met Benjamin Cheng, leader of group 6 =) Nice guy, same age as me and David, Nigel, Esther and Rebbeca. During the hearing of speeches we learnt on Hebrews 11 being aliens of this world =) and also on riches and priority =). I just hope that I could be of good encouragement to all my brethren esp George Ong (14yrs) O well... I will say hi with a pink card to him tomorrow lah! =)
Then, I and Sarah were the earliest among all others at TLC... =) First to reach there and pleasantly, I met many people. First was Alicia Soon and then was Yu Li. Then, I met Nicholas Chang and then Hong Ken, Hong Liang his bro, Philip Mah, David Cho (a.k.a KinKin timothy lee's cousin) and many many more... =)
Then we got to talk with each other.. ooo! I met Benjamin Cheng, leader of group 6 =) Nice guy, same age as me and David, Nigel, Esther and Rebbeca. During the hearing of speeches we learnt on Hebrews 11 being aliens of this world =) and also on riches and priority =). I just hope that I could be of good encouragement to all my brethren esp George Ong (14yrs) O well... I will say hi with a pink card to him tomorrow lah! =)
Wednesday, 10 December 2008
18th Hour of the Day... 10 December 2008
Well... prom night is over... I guess... I won't be seeing my friends for a long long time... sigh...
Well.. I only managed to write 5 letters out of 29 to 5M... Boon Siew, Amos, Ming Hui, Joo Vee, See Yau... sigh... I guess I leave the rest for Christmas..
If you are of 5M and you are reading this, please please please please... give me your house address =) I want to give something to you this Christmas =)
I love you... 5M and I will miss all of you.. I'll do my best to pray for each of you =)
Until we meet... even on Aacharit Hayamim(End of Days)...
PEACE BE WITH ALL OF YOU IN CHRIST JESUS!
Well.. I only managed to write 5 letters out of 29 to 5M... Boon Siew, Amos, Ming Hui, Joo Vee, See Yau... sigh... I guess I leave the rest for Christmas..
If you are of 5M and you are reading this, please please please please... give me your house address =) I want to give something to you this Christmas =)
I love you... 5M and I will miss all of you.. I'll do my best to pray for each of you =)
Until we meet... even on Aacharit Hayamim(End of Days)...
PEACE BE WITH ALL OF YOU IN CHRIST JESUS!
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