Recently

Hi frens... sorry i long time no post d =)

Well... how am i recently?
I dunno la, i must confess that i have been quite lazy these few weeks...
And then a bit emo also lor... maybe becos of some reasoning within myself.

I want to know what is God's will for this life i live.. its just that maybe i'm not patient..
I desire to experience another dimension of God's anointing... maybe i'm just impatient, not obedient.. not thirsty?

ya Adon! help me..

And moreover my final exams are coming and i have received a warning letter from the school that if i do not retain 66 marks and above for each subject, they will withdraw my scholarship... T_T

i dunno la... so many things i thinking in my head most of the time..

its good that i pour out some of these things coz they remind me and reflect what is in my heart..

plus some more... the deepavali that had just passed, i met my secondary school frens again. I dunno la... i have to be very real and truthful, not that i hate them or bear a grudge against them but its just that i think that is who i really am before my friends.. i just can't talk to them... i dunno why...

ya Adonai! Please renew me, change me into the person whom you want me to be...