VBS Deco Progress

Shalom!
I have to praise God for the VBS deco coming on well. Today, we have 6 people with us and so far we have done logos for three stations which are Recreation Rock, Craft Crossing, and G'day Cafe. And praise God that we have officially completed the stage logo! WooHoo!!!

On a personal not however, I have to say that I was dissapointed on the number of people coming to decorate the place... Well, I cannot blame them. I feel that it is very rude to just ask someone out of the blue to come and decorate when they are not responsible at all and that those who are responsible of a station and have holidays cannot come! Well, I dun blame those who are working and studying that cannot come. I have decided to just let go of this worrying and give it to Jesus.

Actually just now, I almost spilled my frustration and anger... But thanks be to God who giveth us the victory through our LORD JESUS CHRIST! The spirit of complaining, bitterness, grumbling, anger, hatred and bitterness have no right to settle in my heart. IN Jesus NAME leave me!!!
Halleluyah!!

Well, my station is not decorated at all... I'm wondering how to make the train station sign with a Sydney opera House in the middle and label around it Worship Rally Central ^_^

Well, there goes the idea of a caboose... unless I make a flat piece out of cardboard... one whole caboose... thanks to AKLT camps, Wei Jian cannot come until next MONDAY! I'll have to ask his father to come...

Anyways, dear saints, please pray for us as we sow our energy and time and thoughts and even some money into this ministry... I pray that the harvest would be big. I believe that the harvest would be great!

OK la... I take nap now...

24 November 2009 VBS Deco Progress

Shalom!
Praise God we've just started VBS deco... At least today was better than yesterday!
Yesterday I tell you ar.... only 1 person and that is me!! I tell you... make me sad only... just that I dun wanna say la later somebody get sad and emo..

Well.. today, only me, Crystal, Sarah, Carmen and Phoebe came and PRAISE GOD that the logo for the worship rally stage was completed 80 percent!

I reli have to thank the 4 girls and also Madam Mun Wai for helping me get the giant cardboard boxes.

I dunno la... honestly, I think I'm the one to blame?
or maybe next time I NEVER help in such a field again?

sigh... I have to be honest la... its quite frustrating? I dunno why but I feel that the people responsible for their classes and stations should confer with those who are able to come and decorate to decorate? I dunno la... I just feel that they are responsible for their stations?? Well... I can't blame anyone la.. maybe it is all my fault...
Even if they came early, the cardboard cannot come when they came and then I would become emotional again because I cannot do anything neither can anyone else?

Sigh... well.. come to think of it.. its good to learn from such a thing... I also can't blame anyone else because they are away on some unprecedented thing and cannot come or they are working and studying.

Actually, the main thing I'm struggling within myself is the thing of asking...
I mean, when you want to ask someone, you have to understand what the person feels, or what he or she is going through... you can't just ask like nobody's business!
It really hurts and does not show affection...
And also... I really have to learn to say no to somethings...
Sigh... I pray dear Holy Spirit.... Make me SUPER SENSITIVE TO YOU! I dun wanna be alone in doing these things! They are a heavy yoke to me! Help me dear Holy Spirit...

Saints, please pray for me that I would not have any bitter root trying to get into my heart..

Well, I hope that tomorrow more people would turn up to do the deco since the cardboard boxes are already here...

Until then
Peace be with y'all in Christ Jesus!

Hi again!

Hey people,
I'm back! (After a long break from posting! hahahah!)

Well, the holidays are here and thank God that my finals were over. I truly praise God for all the marks that I have received back from my final exams... although my Accounting paper was not good because I got 42 which my teacher did her best to push it up to 48... sigh...
I tell you all la... seriously... my school (School of Pre-University Studies) in Tunku Abdul Rahman College is super cina... Reli lor... but what can you expect... I am one of their scholars (God's work not mine) and they expect very very much from their scholars... one subject if did not get 60 and above, they will issue a warning letter to us and tell us that if we do not get 60 and above they will withdraw our scholarship... scary but still thank God that He helped me through my exams...
Well, I hope that during the holidays I have enough time and energy to recap my studies...

Honestly, lately, I've had ups and downs.. like energy swings you know? sometimes you have much energy and sometimes you don't have...
And the funny thing is that when you have much energy, you don't have much to do... and when you have not so much energy in you, you have many things to do... sigh... I wish that everyday I can have much energy... through the filling of the Holy Spirit of course... still learning to be patient in waiting on Him.

And now, as I'm writing this post, I feel tired and a bit no semangat cause, VBS is coming so soon and we have not started anything yet! Then last Thursday when I read email sent by Timothy to me on MSN, I felt guilty and a bit sad coz he asked me to be supervising and helping the decorations move smoothly... and I am so ineffecient and well... so lazy... I may be not organized at times also...
I honestly also have regrets in my heart about saying yes to supervising decorations...

But I will do my best in this area that I have been given to do... These feelings shall have no dominion over me because greater is He that is in me than he that is in the world!

And on a personal note, even though what people may tell me about what my church may lack greatly in (which is true), I will do my best to persevere and pray for Jesus' church (Cheras Baptist Church).

Precious Holy Spirit, help me pray to our dear Jesus Christ that Cheras Baptist Church would be renewed into a new wineskin so that YOU can take control over her and that your sheep of Cheras Baptist Church would experience a fresh outpouring of YOU, a new relationship with YOU, YOUR new oil in each person's life; that we may be a people who loves you and worships you intimately, that we may reflect Your glory in this life YOU allow us to live.
Precious Holy Spirit, bless the ministers and the pastors who pastor and minister to YOUR flock in this church. Bless them and touch them in a new and living way that they may be intimate with you and that they would love and serve YOU with the new holy fire burning within them.
in Jesus name! Amen!

Saints, if you read this post, please intercede with me to our LORD JESUS CHRIST for His Bride in Malaysia. Please also pray for me that I would have not a hint of hypocrisy in the way I walk. Pray also that the Holy Spirit would be more real and intimate to me each day.

Thank you all so much
God bless you!

See you soon...

Recently

Hi frens... sorry i long time no post d =)

Well... how am i recently?
I dunno la, i must confess that i have been quite lazy these few weeks...
And then a bit emo also lor... maybe becos of some reasoning within myself.

I want to know what is God's will for this life i live.. its just that maybe i'm not patient..
I desire to experience another dimension of God's anointing... maybe i'm just impatient, not obedient.. not thirsty?

ya Adon! help me..

And moreover my final exams are coming and i have received a warning letter from the school that if i do not retain 66 marks and above for each subject, they will withdraw my scholarship... T_T

i dunno la... so many things i thinking in my head most of the time..

its good that i pour out some of these things coz they remind me and reflect what is in my heart..

plus some more... the deepavali that had just passed, i met my secondary school frens again. I dunno la... i have to be very real and truthful, not that i hate them or bear a grudge against them but its just that i think that is who i really am before my friends.. i just can't talk to them... i dunno why...

ya Adonai! Please renew me, change me into the person whom you want me to be...

TEa!!!

This post is very random =)

Today is Hari Merdeka btw... so... Slamat Hari Merdeka!!

Anyways, i was quite high on coffee... which is not very good. ehehhehe XP

But... i thought it would be nice if i could drink some tea. And i am officially a tea fan! haha!

Here are the 3 beauties that is the tea i like =)

Exhibit A: The Rose

Exhibit B: The Chrysanthemum



Exhibit C: The Dragon Well Leaves

Together, they become the 3 beauties =)

Nice right? heheheh
maybe i am quite a tea maniac.... haha!

Here's a good combination for those who cannot take tea leaves =)
Chrysanthemum plus Rose with hot water is calming and very nice smell XP

Ok la.. before i bore you off with tea i go first la =0

Have a good week!

Day 2 April 6 2009
The alarm rang, I woke... prepared... yawned... and went with Yi Gang to the hall. He was the last but nvm la... what are friends for? So, Yi Gang spread his mat which I forgot to bring and had to share his with him. The session started with the blowing of the Shofar which was the first time I get to hear it live in Malaysia! The sound was great! Oh, the desire to be aligned with God, to feel the power of His anointing. Then we sang songs, worship God and after that, Pastor Zhang Hannah did the devotion with us. And then there were prophecies for different people, mostly pastors. She encouraged them and told them glad tidings =). After that we had breakfast and went back to our rooms. My friend Daniel from Hosanna Praise Tabernacle KL, slept... and well, I just decided to ponder on what was taught yesterday. As I taught on them, I was at peace and well, I was sleepy mainly because I did not get enough sleep last night and partially because evryone around me was asleep! Oh well, I just gave in. After that, we had the next session which is about prayer with full faith. I heard and was amazed by what was taught. He was teaching until it was time for lunch but he did not finish and we cried nevermind about lunch... haha! Then there was a session where he prayed for healing different persons. The first was those who had ached at the back. Then came my catergory, people with eye problems and specs... haha! Well, after all was prayed for, I was not healed on the spot but noticed that the place was brighter. I still trust God that He can heal me of my specs =) . BTW... many people were healed of their maladies and even a pastor who had astigmatism was totally healed and had perfect eyesight! Anyways, after lunch, I wanted to stay there to pray... thanks to audio people, I could not reli concentrate so, I walked around the hall and then I saw Pastor Qiu(pastor for PJEFC Chinese congregation) and friends. I walked to her and followed her selecting books for the church library. She recomended me some books but I just read a few pages and put them aside... I didn't dare to use the RM50 which I have not tithe it and well, the books were like all old chinese characters... Well, save it for another day la... haha! Then, when all the audio people were done, I went back to the hall and I just prayed there. It was a few moments before the next session starts. I prayed and then, I cried. Cried for my brother, my church, my family. Pray that God will bring revival to them! The session was on Forgiveness. I heard the message and it was so real that one lady in front of me knelt down before the message was finished and wept! Then, there was a session that people be prayed for in order that they will be free from hatred and any supressed emotions. I went in front and prayed. I followed the steps confessing and repenting of all the evil things supressed in my heart; telling God that I forgive all those who bullied me and cursed me and backbitten me from my primary school to my secondary school and even my family and asking God to forgive each of them. As I was praying pastors laid hands and prayed for me. I then felt my legs become weak and I lied down... I cried like a baby and I felt that anointing.. that one drop of oil and the covering of Jesus blood. Oh! How beautiful! I surrendered to God and then, I arose and went back. Yi Gang hugged me and I prayed for him. Oh.... the love of Jesus! I continued to pray for them(people in the hall who were struggling) and reading God's word. It was refreshing indeed! After dinner, we continued the next session. It was on the Anointing of the Holy Spirit. After the sermon, everyone was praying and worshipping God so that the Holy Spirit us and use us. I received peace even though Holy Spirit did not cause me to laugh or gave me gifts of the Spirit. Maybe I was not ready to receive what the Holy Spirit wants to give me. Well, we retired and awaited for the next morning. =) Praise God for His mighty acts!

Memoirs at Genting Highlands for Taiwan Prayer Mountain Conference

Shalom! Long time not posting aledy eh... sorry... mixed up with a few things =)

Day one April 5 2009
It was a Sunday, I was sent to my piano teacher's church which is PJEFC. Well, I was excited cause I will get to learn many things there. So, I attended the service with a feeling I owe something. After that, I was invited to share with the youths of the chinese congregation about how Jesus change me. Well, I was nervous and I gave my best. Praise God that I was able to share with them. After that I called Queenie who called me many times and so I found out that I just dumped Ivan to do all the work for Easter. So indebted............ Anyways, I continued with the youths in their Sunday School. It was good and well, I would say that they are somewhat like the chinese youths in my church only more participative. Must continue praying for the youths in my church. Well, after that around 1500, I left with the pastor's group to have lunch and thereafter we left for Genting. When we reached there, I shared a room with 4 people. To me, Peace Haven is not bad like Esther Khoo said. I made my bed and when I was done, I was shocked that it was already time for dinner. After dinner, we gathered at the hall upstairs and had our first session. The worship was good, the speaker astonishes me cause God used him even in such an old age. He's so cute! Anyways, after that we retired to our rooms and I prayed with the 3 men in from PJEFC. As I slept, I noticed that the women opposite our room were more lively and were praying aloud. I could hear them you know! Well, can't wait for tomorrow morning's session 0500-0700 which is the Morning New Oil session. =)