新年。。。

2009 年过得真快。。。 嗨！
我现在写着这个post 也觉得有不同的心情产在一起。。。
有一点儿的excitement。。。
有一点儿的担忧。。。

我感觉到自己在这年里做了很少
我也不舍得离开这一年儿
但是我骑乃得耶稣依然不停的叫我 “let go of the past! look forward and walk"

我也想回这一年里上帝所做的美事儿。。。

上帝送我去国民服务，让我能体会别人的心和变得跟有耐心。

上帝让我去祷告山的conference，让我能看见祂是一位又真又活得神。

上帝让我能从我钢琴老师的身上学了很多东西。

主啊，你对我的恩典何等的大！

每次在困难和挣扎中唯有你是帮助我

唯有你牵着我双手引我走你要我走的路

虽然有时我不懂你在我身旁

虽然有时我心中一直埋怨，一直有恨，甚至有邪恶的心情

但是你一直耐心的饶恕我

教导我。。。

哦我亲爱的耶稣！

我怎能报答你对我的恩惠和慈爱呢？

我只能献上我身体当作活祭！

我的耶稣，愿你喜悦这活祭！

主啊，年年有你我仍然有安息

年年有你就是好年！

我要天天在你翅膀下欢喜, 求你帮助我！

愿你天天也协助我亲戚 （有其实我两位表弟）不要give up

帮他们天天不停的呼求你，赞美你！

耶稣基督的子民要靠这祂，必定得胜！！

哈利路亚！！主啊, 愿你的国度降临！

愿你的旨意行在全地！

愿你荣耀充满全地，如同海水那样充满地球！

AMEN!!

What do you do when a stranger approaches you...

Shalom!
Something strange happened to me yesterday as I was doing something...
Let me tell you what i was doing yesterday.
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I decided to do a few things as soon as i can.
1) Take form 5 books for Crystal
2) Close my Agro Bank account (opened for NS... their service is not good)
3) Mail something to Singapore

I reach train station i forgot to bring water........... so thirsty!

Anyways..
I was on my way to Agro Bank. I just noticed that it was so easy to get there... just sit train to Masjid Jamek and walk to the opposite side of the train station, behind all the shops...
And then I was so close to Agro Bank like just less than 1minuite walk to the entrance where you can feel the air-cond blowing... a man approached me!
He was an Indian and he like politely approached me. He was like,"Excuse me, I need a small help from you. You see...."

Here's his story...
He was just released from a prison which is in Johor... He was detained because of a passport case... I can't remember what name he told me.. and said that he was given a warrant ticket to KL which was like only one way? So, he used the ticket and he reached KL... and from there he has to go back home himself...
So, he asked me for help to give him some money to help him go back to his home in Taman Semarak Nilai (if i remember correctly....) He was like begging me to help him saying that he just borrow money and will return to me where ever i stay? ......

My response.....
as he was explaining his reason for asking help from me... i was silently praying asking God to give me wisdom and help me... i was shocked a little... but i thank GOd for His peace which does not leave me! There was that calmness within my heart......

I tried to find other ways to tell him how to go home... so hard...
I know he knows how to go home by train and by taxi or bus... but... is he telling me the truth?
I asked him to call his family to pick him up but he said that his family not free/nobody pick up phone and that now he has met me he has nothing with him!

Oh dear.... then he tells me that he has a son studying in UTAR..
Ding! Ding! IDEA
"Sir, i know how you can get to UTAR... here's what you do la... I give you RM5, you take the PUTRA to Melati station and walk straight to UTAR. Its just near there then you meet ur son la!"
But he like dun wan... and then when i ask him to call his son, he said that he has nothing with him to call his son...

uhoh... running out of options...

nvm la!
i gave him rm10 and then i prayed for him. Then, he introduced himself to me saying his name is Andrew, he's a Christian... I talked with him for a while...
In the end i bid him goodbye and safe journey..

Reflecting on this incident... from my experience, i still hold to what Jesus says about what to do when people ask help... if i'm not wrong it is in Luke.

who am i to judge if he is telling the truth of the lie. Let God judge!

VBS day 1....

Today was great although i am quite tired.....

Crazy lor... first time both my partners in the worship rally were MISSING!
Wei Jian was missing coz of heavy traffic jam...
Wilson... is hospitalized (which reli shocked me...)

I want to thank God that He has been my VERY PRESENT HELP ^_^
It was quite tiring but it was also worthwhile coz...THE CHILDREN WERE SO CUTE!!

Saints, please pray for us (the volunteers and station masters for VBS 2009) that God would grant us strength and wisdom in each day. ALso for the children, that the Holy Spirit would work among the children that they would know that Jesus Christ is their only LORD and Saviour.

Until then... Peace and Blessings be with y'all! In Jesus Name!

Repentance and correction

PLease forgive me for the previous post...

I have sinned greatly against God and men. I pray that the people who read the post on 29th of November 2009 to forgive me for the great hurt that I have caused them.

Thank you for your rebuke to me dear Joel.

Better is open rebuke than hidden love. (Pr 27:5)

Peace and blessings be with all of you in Jesus Name!

VBS deco progress

Shalom!
Praise God that today we have 8 people altogether! Halleluyah!!!!!!!!!!

I also want to thank God that I have finished the sign for the Worship Rally and Music opera house station ahahahhaahahahh!! I have decided to combine them together! hahahhahaah!
Well... also praise God that the train is up... hahah!

I reli want to thank Joanne for doing the train! it was so hard to cut cardboard with a blade you know?

sigh.... i still wonder where are those who are on holiday and have responsibility for their stations..

well, i hope tat before VBS evrything is done and completed..

thank you for praying dear saints!
do continue to pray for us! =)

until then, peace and blessings to all of you in Jesus Name!

VBS Deco Progress

Shalom!
I have to praise God for the VBS deco coming on well. Today, we have 6 people with us and so far we have done logos for three stations which are Recreation Rock, Craft Crossing, and G'day Cafe. And praise God that we have officially completed the stage logo! WooHoo!!!

On a personal not however, I have to say that I was dissapointed on the number of people coming to decorate the place... Well, I cannot blame them. I feel that it is very rude to just ask someone out of the blue to come and decorate when they are not responsible at all and that those who are responsible of a station and have holidays cannot come! Well, I dun blame those who are working and studying that cannot come. I have decided to just let go of this worrying and give it to Jesus.

Actually just now, I almost spilled my frustration and anger... But thanks be to God who giveth us the victory through our LORD JESUS CHRIST! The spirit of complaining, bitterness, grumbling, anger, hatred and bitterness have no right to settle in my heart. IN Jesus NAME leave me!!!
Halleluyah!!

Well, my station is not decorated at all... I'm wondering how to make the train station sign with a Sydney opera House in the middle and label around it Worship Rally Central ^_^

Well, there goes the idea of a caboose... unless I make a flat piece out of cardboard... one whole caboose... thanks to AKLT camps, Wei Jian cannot come until next MONDAY! I'll have to ask his father to come...

Anyways, dear saints, please pray for us as we sow our energy and time and thoughts and even some money into this ministry... I pray that the harvest would be big. I believe that the harvest would be great!

OK la... I take nap now...

24 November 2009 VBS Deco Progress

Shalom!
Praise God we've just started VBS deco... At least today was better than yesterday!
Yesterday I tell you ar.... only 1 person and that is me!! I tell you... make me sad only... just that I dun wanna say la later somebody get sad and emo..

Well.. today, only me, Crystal, Sarah, Carmen and Phoebe came and PRAISE GOD that the logo for the worship rally stage was completed 80 percent!

I reli have to thank the 4 girls and also Madam Mun Wai for helping me get the giant cardboard boxes.

I dunno la... honestly, I think I'm the one to blame?
or maybe next time I NEVER help in such a field again?

sigh... I have to be honest la... its quite frustrating? I dunno why but I feel that the people responsible for their classes and stations should confer with those who are able to come and decorate to decorate? I dunno la... I just feel that they are responsible for their stations?? Well... I can't blame anyone la.. maybe it is all my fault...
Even if they came early, the cardboard cannot come when they came and then I would become emotional again because I cannot do anything neither can anyone else?

Sigh... well.. come to think of it.. its good to learn from such a thing... I also can't blame anyone else because they are away on some unprecedented thing and cannot come or they are working and studying.

Actually, the main thing I'm struggling within myself is the thing of asking...
I mean, when you want to ask someone, you have to understand what the person feels, or what he or she is going through... you can't just ask like nobody's business!
It really hurts and does not show affection...
And also... I really have to learn to say no to somethings...
Sigh... I pray dear Holy Spirit.... Make me SUPER SENSITIVE TO YOU! I dun wanna be alone in doing these things! They are a heavy yoke to me! Help me dear Holy Spirit...

Saints, please pray for me that I would not have any bitter root trying to get into my heart..

Well, I hope that tomorrow more people would turn up to do the deco since the cardboard boxes are already here...

Until then
Peace be with y'all in Christ Jesus!